Kankairiver ji, Let me be your shrink. Although the information you gave is not enough to make a prognosis, let me start with your following note, Boy, love is hard to forget. I feel so guilty. Often 'love' is hard to forget because we don't want to forget. There is something you don't want to give up. There is something you want to keep with you. In your case, if such is the case, what might that be ? I don't know what you think of love, however, love (we are talking about romantic love hai ?) is not an elementary emotion but a mixture of several elements each of which has it's own origin and developmental dynamics. For example, the triangular theory of love identifies three elements that compose love. They are: passion, intimacy and commitment. There are other theories too. But none of them recognize love as a fundamental and elementary emotion. Love always has it's components. I will leave it to you to find the element/s that is still there and that you want to keep. Now the question is why are you keeping it. Okay, you did not keep it. It just remained with you. Let me ask it differently then. Do you want to keep it or get rid of it ? If you want to keep it, then this session is over. If you want to get rid of it, then we can talk more. Let me know when you make up your mind.