I realized today that I am looking at the website of a sibling of my ex more often than necessary. She often updates the website with the pictures, and that sometimes include my ex. My ex is already married, and I have sworn to respect her choice, and never to obtrude in her life again. When I once saw her, I just avoided her (may be she was doing the same). There is this strong curiosity within me, however, to know about her, and it makes me visit that website, sometimes once in a week, just to see how much she has changed. Even though I know the sibling could easily trace me (the IP address of my organization should make it damn obvious to her), I am taking this risk, if I can term it so. Boy, love is hard to forget. I feel so guilty.