hey sonia babes i think you need a stronger poem to get through ur turmoil.. and hope this serves just right The Gayatri Mantra Oh God! Thou art the Giver of Life, Remover of pain and sorrow, The Bestower of happiness, Oh! Creator of the Universe, May we receive thy supreme sin-destroying light, May Thou guide our intellect in the right direction. AUM BHOOR BHUWAH SWAHA, TAT SAVITUR VARENYAM BHARGO DEVASAYA DHEEMAHI DHIYO YO NAHA PRACHODAYAT No kidding GOD BLESS YOU MY CHILD!!! TATHASTUUU...