Hi Moneyminded, I am glad to hear that you are well-equiped for your action. Keep it up. But I don't think it is correct to point a finger at your father, put the finger first to you. What are you doing, just be honest. I wish I were a God, at least wish to be a simple, honest, not jealous, self-depedent, supporting, co-working Nepali. But where should I drop my human factor like others do. I am a simple sentient being including the negative contents too. Sometimes, and more often I found myself I am exactly not matching what I am for other and what really I am. What I express and write to people and what really I am. But I always try my best to be a simple as my brother, at least following his not-hurting and harming attitude, patiences, loving kindness and so on.