Methodman, please dont do it bro...I lost my friend Sanjog less that a year ago as he took his own life...i know you are probably facing some troubles in your life, but i beg you to reconsider...you can never reverse something like this...and think how oyur family will feel....and shame on these other people who think this is some type of joke...if there is anything i can say to them it would be "please help out this fellow nepali brother"..it is not his time to go..methodman, you have a lot to live for...and we all care about you..if you need someone to talk to please contact me at ramuraja@hotmail.com