i don't knoe what to say... holding on by a thread i sway... i can't take this anymore. i can't understand anymore. i can't see anymore. i can't feel anymore. i don't knoe what to say... holding on by a thread i sway... everything is so wrong. everything is falling apart. everything is so messed up. everything has fallen away. i don't knoe what to say... holding on by a thread i sway... ppl are acting so weird. ppl are being so cold. ppl are so stubborn. ppl are doing things that are so wrong. i don't knoe what to say... holding on by a thread i sway... i have no meaning i have no point i have no feelings i have only veins...filled with hate i don't knoe what to say... holding on by a thread i sway... everyone is so stupid. no1 knoes what they are doing. everyone just wants to knoe what is going on in some1 elses messed up life. but they don't even care. but they must find out because they feel they need to tell the world of all the things they can find out about a broken heart... all the things they can find out about a bleeding body... all the things they can find out about a falling soul... i don't knoe what to say... holding on by a thread i sway... i don't knoe what to say... holding on by a thread i sway... all i can do is pray, that death will come one day, in the near future on a sun ray, so that before i go i can play, and feel for once in this horrid life what it's like to be gay, and then....slowly...i will be on my way...