Matrix babe memories became X since it ceased to knock in my mind. "Try as I may, I fail to feel anything remotely agnate. As I realize now, even memories are long dead. They are not alive anymore. Only some torn pages, an erased phrases in my mind, which I try to arrange into verses in my beautiful poignant poetry of love. And I FORCE myself to remember more..... ". I hope it helps. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That was touching. :( but it cant be called X cause even if once a while you happen to think about it. Hmmm but yes i know what you are trying to say. :)