Is any body that greedy not to sympathise this lady? If there's any one he/she must be stone hearted. However, I tried to remember the Maoist literateur with a doctor spouse. couldn't remember one, may be because of my lack of indepth knowledge about maoists leadership. I don't know if Krishna Sen's wife was a doctor. Anyway, if this is a real story, you shouldn't be too sadistic. Because what has happened with you is a past now. That cannot be overturned by any means. You should learn to recuperate. Time will heal the wounds. As for people not interested to talk to you, I dont think the world is full of mean people. You can get lots and lots of friends who understands you and your thoughts. Just for friendship, if we wish, here I am who you can count. lol. SO Get on with your life. Things will improve as time passes by.