Hushpuppy ....Main hoon Na...answer dene ke liyee!! First of all, ur sayings reveal me that u feel insecure ....n that makes all the difference in the world!! Ur sayings just reminded me a rhyme "Birdy, birdy in the sky.. Why you poo poo in my eye ..I didn't sing, i didn't cry.. Thank God, Cow's don't fly! ".....do u get any sense from this ryhme....no...isn't it...exactly....i also didn't get any sense from ur saying....Let me remind you some of ur sentences....."i'm totally confused how the hell did i get into the affair.... " ............"24 bfs and still running....dang..i sure don't know whats such a big deal about love???"....these two statements reveal that either u r betrayed by someone and thus have a negative feeling ...OR U don't know what love is all about....Having 24 bfs is what all matters for U... and well i have one saying to U "Smile in pleasure, smile in pain, smile when troubles pours like rain, smile when someone hurts you, smile Because someone still cares for U"....and if i suppose that u r not that stupid then that "Someone" doesnot mean 24 bfs!!!!