Posted by: Nirman March 5, 2005
LOVE:Unspoken
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hello saathi bhai haaru...m back after long time..tyhink more than 11 days...aabo Ktm baata bus ma hindeko baato ma nai 4 din paariyo..and it was soo scary i need to write whole things to tell u how much it was....K garen nepal ma yestai ho...aani yehan aaipugda office ma kaam ko overload...balla talla yeti lekheko chhu aani posting gardai chhu..aabo arko pani 2 3 din ma post garihalchhu...hope u enjoy the following continuation from above... ************************************ It was new revelations for me to have such feelings for someone else. I didn?t know what it was and didn?t even care to find out. But whatever those feelings were I loved those feelings, those feelings of belongingness, those feeling of togetherness, those feelings of caring and that solace I would find with her. Back at school, I would like to get back with Pee and hang out together. But rather reluctant to initiate, I let the things as it was. I had new set of friends and I would hang out with them. But those friendships were rather different, or rather distant to be exact. It actually took 4 months and my absence from school for about a week to get back with Pee again. During the childhood, it used to be fun acting like sick and staying at home just doing nothing. But this time when I got sick, and had to stay home, I got bored and lonesome the very first day. It was not that serious disease, but it sure made me stay in the bed for about a week. That day, while returning home from school, I got drenched in rain. I still loved soaking in the rain. It was fun and it gave me enormous good feeling to walk soaking in rain. When I got back home from school, there was nobody back at home. Usually, when our rooms would be locked, there would be someone at her place and I would stay at hers till my parents got home. But that day with nowhere else to stay, I remained outside all drained in rain. Some moments later, she also came back from her school, all wet like fish (maybe she also still loved soaking in rain) and smiled at me. Now there we were, only two of us, all free too soak up in rain, like those good old days. An hour or so later, my parents were back and as soon as they saw us wet, they scolded ?Yetro thulo bhaisakyo buddhi pani chhaina yinihaaruko, aali chahari layera basnu pardaina yesto bhijera baschha?Birami paryo bhane thaha paunchha aani. (You have grown so old, yet you have no common sense, you should have stayed in some shade, you will know if you become sick)? But we were we, with intense love for soaking in rain and we just let the scolding pass through our ears. My mom got us towels and helped us become dry. She stayed at our place till her mom got back home. (Her father was still busy with his EM affair) Next day, the fun I had showed the results, and I caught cold. As it was minor cold, I ignored it and went to school. But at school, after period or two, I felt dizzy and when I got back home, I was hot like fire with fever. Next day, I was in full bed rest, as doctors would prescribe. I had throat infection or something like that and was boozed up with heavy doze of antibiotics. That day, half of day I passed with good sleep. The fever was down with cetamols and I got pretty much bored as there was nobody around at home and I was sick enough to dwell into my treasure of comics. I went to my favorite place in the home, the rooftop, getting myself wrapped up well in blanket. Some moments later, I felt someone was behind me. I turned to see, and there she was, looking sicker than I was. I didn?t know what else to do; I gave her my blanket, which she took with smile and thankful eyes. I went back to my room to get myself another blanket and went back to the rooftop and stayed there together for a while. Later I took her to my room and let her rest in my bed, and I played some of soft numbers from my collection of music in my stereo. She stayed there at my room till our parents got home. ?K ho yinihaaru sansangai biraami hunparne?? Bujhnai nasaknu ho yiniharulai pani!! (What is matter with these, being sick together??? It is hard to understand these two!!)? It was their first comment when they got back home. For me at least I was happy. At least there was someone around even when I was sick. ************************************
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