noxious aashish: What you have potrayed here is the bitter reality that everyone faces..including me. I was the same like you..worked my butt off in some $7/hour paying job fulltime..going to class fulltime and what little time i had left was spent in doing the assignments and homeworks..no fun..no life nothing! One thing I had in mind all those time though was my aim and my goal. I always used to say to myself "I am not doing this shit forever". I knew I was right there..Things changed after I graduated back in 2000..Got myself my first internship and my first career job of my life as a programmer. I have been working ever since! May be I was lucky..may be I got into right place in right time but what I am saying is..at present context you might feel bad..miserable..frustrated! But think of it as a temporary thing..think of it as a god's test where you must have to pass to prove you are worth leading your life here or anywhere! The experience you have gained being in a foreign land is not going to be wasted. Wherever you are whenever you are there, you will always find it handy! Just keep on doing what you are doing..seek out opportunities..and greatest of them all have confidence on yourself and brush your skillset(which inturn will increase your confidence) Once you believe in yourself, you don't have to rely on anyone to make them believe on you! Yes, You may not know everything but make sure you have that energy and enthusiasm to learn any damn new things that are out there and master them in a very short time. I know you can do it just simply because I did it and my friend I wasn't any different than you when I was feeling like you at this particular time. Good Luck Revival!