Shreeram, Thanks for your response. Yes fully aware of the risk. Thats why i am ensuring i have enough savings. Been here for 2+ decads and still i have this feeling of emptiness no matter how much proparity i make in terms of wealth. We are very well off as a family but there is no sense of belonging and there is this unsatisfaction where life is going. Dherai paisa kamaiyo tara mare pachi sabai choderai jana cha- now i want to spend the rest of my life where there is some purpose with my family. I do understand my obligation to my kids but when i think of it- why is it so bad having them grow up in nepal? yes there are certain luxuries that we will have to sacrifice but they are exactly what it is-"luxuries". Why does it matter if they cannot have pizza, icecream every day. Hami pani nepali dal bhat khayerai hurkeko ho. They will grow up with loving warmth and company with their relatives and grandparents and our culture.Hawa pani bhaneko use to bhai halcha. Yes, public education wise nepal is not upto par but there are alternatives to that if you have $$. plus having studied in nepal upto high school i think uptil then education in nepal is much higher. Also they can always come back here for colege studies as naturalized citizens- I feel there are more pros to cons moving back. just my two cents.. I know its not easy decision and i appreciate all your responses. I know i am not the only one ..