people may call you जोइतिङ्ग्रे or anything but i can feel your pain . people sometimes take green card for granted but once its missed its missed forever . i came to US via border in same year 9 11 attacked happended . it was our unfortunate that all asylum filing that year had been denied . i only get green card in 2016 . i did not go home for 15 years and durung that 15 years cours everything changed in nepal and usa and my productive 15 year wasted for jsut piece of paper .

i am supports your feelings and your real struggle for green card . those who got green card as a joke ( edv lottery ) will never understand ours struggle . same is the same of most fo students strggles