Hi i always regret in my life about not joining Mavni when i was a student! I was scared of being put on wars in Afghanistan n Iraq! But when i realized college is not worth i wanted to join but it was closed! I thought it will never open n i became out of status! N it was opened! I eventually married a white gal n gig a green card now! But i feel like i am late as all my frens got citizenship before me like around 2015! They traveled ti Nepal already several times! But i am traveling soon after 20 years in America! I feel like i missed out lots of stuff which is time as time will never come back! Now i even feel like give up my green card! So u know regret comes as if i had a citizenship just like mg frens before i might have been different like energetic n wanted to do something in my life! Now i dun feel like doing anything but to live in Nepal as a retired man!