Mr turbine, I dont wanna bring my personall matter in public and I am not intrested in tellin that I have done this and that for nepal , cause I believe in doin more than I talk and I am proude that I have done somthin for nepal in this matter. you know in darjeeling its self I guess I have brought so much awarness among nepali guys who are strong enough and have the ability to do somthin in future future for nepal,and that's what they need, see to be frank I cant afford donatin huge sum of money to buy guns and all their need and tell them go fight for your country, I dont believe in that either. war is not the solution. I have met with some wonderfulll guys who are doin good job at diffrent fields and they have the same feelings as well, some are in music some doin job, and some are still studin, see we cant go and fight with the goverment or maoist. But atleast we can encourage some guys those who have the guts and those who are at that point or position and all we can do is support those kinda guys, Who know may be you have somthin that can take you to the top , it can be anything but the first thing is you have to stand on your own feet to get recognation. after that ........... eg, EMINEM. today whatever he dose each and everyone of us try to copy him right ? from his tatoo 2 his lyrics or his style of dressings. Nepal ma Hiip hop ko kasto chalan cha ? hamroo bhai bahini haru ma kasto asar pareko cha Hip hop ko dekhna sakincha. hoina ra I am not tellin you guys to be like eminem but U can be someone better than him a rolemodel for our kids.for our commin generation what I am tryin to mention here is be the best no matter in which field you are ,first be a role model for your own brothers and sisters, and for your society,for your city ..... all what I am tryin to say is first stand on your own feet be strong so that people can trust you. if you are not strong enough who will trust you ? not even your family members isnt it ? **pahila afu baacha ani afno parivar lai bachaau ani balla afno desh lai ** It dosent matters to me what U guys think about me But U know what guys I will be realli happy if someone of you gets me right and does somthin in future .............. Jia nepal/gorkha