same here f1 reinstatement denied followed asylum rejection, seems no hope nowhere. mentally distracted. TPS was a trap, wish i had never applied for tps and maintained f1 status, i would have so many options for adjustment. wasted my decade In US, no money, no degree no future im in heights of my depression. i dont know if i would be able to restart from scratch in Nepal. its not only me, few of my friends are asked to leave country within one month of time, they have other options for third country and they have savings for that, i have neither of them nor i have courage to fight back again