i can so relate to this. no matter what life in nepal is way easier and safer than in america. I think rape, murders and other crimes happens more over here than in nepal. i have been in usa for 11 years and i always wanted to go home especially after having baby. i hate to see my baby leaving isolated life. No cousins, grandparents, uncle aunts just her sometimes with dad and sometimes with mom. It's even hard for her to see her dad and mom together as me n my husband worked opposite schedule. even though i grew up in third world county i had much better life than my daughter is having right now. we went to Nepal few months before n enjoyed every bit of it. I know we don't even have to work half of what we worked over here to make a decent living in nepal.