Sorry guys, I thought I could find some help from our nepali daju bhai, didi bahini. I never posted on sajha, this is my first time and thought our Nepalese people have big heart and could understand my situation. But i was wrong, i got some replies where people are judging or making comments to each other. I won't waste my time reading those comments, I will deal with my situation by myself. Please don't waste time too. Thanks. God bless you all