Dear Sajhaites, I have been forbidden to speak out in Sajha's Kurakani section once again and I have been warned that if I become a "supposedly pseudo intelligent" creature in Sajha, my beloved brother Admin will have to ban me and forbid me from using Sajha, the site I love so so much. This came out because there is one particular girl in Sajha who has been taking shots at me from a long time back. I called her a "stupid" in one of the threads and my brother warned me not to say that to her or criticize her. And when I asked him - "How many other Sajhaites have you warned about not attacking Nas in the first place ?" He goes "NONE " See the hipocrisy here ! As long as people can take shots at Nas with all their cheap comments, my beloved Admin is fine with them but when I pose some positive criticism with my "supposedly pseudo intelligent", it becomes too hard for him to handle and asks me to tone down a little bit. Now I have been forbidden to reply to that thread. I would have loved to talk with my Honorable Darshan Rauniyaar Ji, in that thread.  "Important Deadline this friday for Darshan Rauniyar" See, my brother can take my voice by banning me, but he can never kill the rebellious spirit that's inside me. If I ever get banned from Sajha for being an "outspoken" entity, my Sajha life will only succeed for I remember the story of Greek Philosopher Socrates. (Not that I consider myself Socrates of Sajha). If other sajhaites saw an "intelligent" and "genius" being "who knows everything" in me, then my brother Admin saw a "Cocky" person. To his own, as they say !! Not only that my beloved brother went even further to accusing me of being a discouragement to people to "open up or write" by  my "supposedly pseudo intelligent comebacks". If I have been anything I have been an encouragement to people. When people were criticizing the new comers like KTMPATROL bro and SAJHA ONION bro, I was the only voice in the wilderness for them. I will let the fact hold the weight of my truth. See people accuses me of being a "Narcissist" but hey I am just pointing out the facts in Sajha. I always let the truth speak out for me. "WikiLeak may reveal Royal Massacre" "Nepalese Pizza delivery girl accused of rape" "sajha and me!?" Look at my comment for KTMPATROL BRO when every one is taking shots at him for being true to himself and displaying his talents, all the losers were pulling him down. "It really takes balls to be able to confront the criticisms as ktmpatrol bro here, did in Sajha with his video blog. I wish I had such balls to be able to show myself in a video blog and talk to the sajha users. And I encourage him to keep doing what he does. I am also thinking to have my video blog to take it to the next level...........but just thinking at this point." - Nas [ KTMPATROL bro your videolog encouraged me to publish my first video in Sajha where I am holding AR15 rifle in that video. I am soon coming out with another personal video in my Nas's Corner. Thanks for your encouragement. ] My beloved Rajesh Dai had earlier criticized on his 1st Comment and after reading my words of encouragement my dear Rajesh dai changed his whole attitude. See I am not one of your 99.9% of Sajhaites who love pulling legs if you have some "extraordinary talents". These people are losers in their lives without any merits. See even my beloved Rajesh dai proved what I meant by that with his "i aint got life that i criticize your lil nice video". But my beloved Rajesh Dai is Gazillion times better than these folks who realized his mistake and sincerely "apolgize". This is what I call a "self correcting system" which my Admin brother says is not "feasible". There is another recent thread where my Fat Beast bro also showed the same level of maturity. I am proud of both of you my brothers. If Admin bans me for speaking out the truth, please know that I will never ever forget you two. Rajesh Dai and Fat Beast Bro. "I apologize for my 1st comment, i guess i aint got life that i criticize your lil nice video ..... For 2nd i dont really have anything coz everybody tries to get attention to be someone and abt RWJ , he is most subscribed channel in youtube and had good carrer now , im fan of him ........ And lastly i give it up for you that you got em balls to be on the vedio to talk abt shit i/we posted .........well good luck ahead...... I learned something out of u ..... Good luck ahead waiting for your another vedio....... Cheers" - Rajesh Dai my dear brother. This is an example from Fat Beast where he commented some immature comment (He is a young blood and I can totally relate) in that thread and seeing my comment he changed himself, a true gentleman. You belong to that 0.1% of Sajhaites, please know that my dear brother Fat Beast.  "यो तस्बिरले के संदेश दिन्छ ???" My outlook in my life is I must be the change that I want to see in the world. And I think I proved this by my outlook in Sajha Virtual Life. So see my dear Haakim Saap, I let the facts and truth speak to myself. Your accusations don't hold water. And yes you went even further and told me that I discourage people with my foul languages and sexual innudendos and attack on other individuals and do not create a comfortable environment for people to post. You have accused me of being all of that. Firstly, if anything my so called "sexual innudendos" have been appreciated not only by my fellow bokas but my beautiful Sajha lasses. Do I need to prove it with another torpedo of truth. Just go to my "Nas's Corner" (Thanks by the way, I am really humbled for your generousity and I deeply appreciate with all my heart !) and read the playfulness of my girls with my so called "sexual innudendos". For God Sake, please try to come out of your stiffness and be playful and try to smile and laugh. Laughter is a medicine, I will tell you that. Now about my foul languages. I use foul languages only if some one offer me with the same. Just go through all my posts and see who is the instigator. I don't have all the time to post you an example. I never instigate but then there are lots of losers who like to pull me down and bring my personal life in Sajha so much so that the same gal who was taking shots at me wants to know if I am in my 30s. See, I don't give a damn about these losers' personal life but they are so much interested on me. I must be really something for them to jot down words after words. You people don't exist in my mind. Please know that. And you say I attack on other individuals and do not create a comfortable environment. Hello, are you blind ? Do I need to post 1001 posts attacking me without me provoking them first. What world are you living in? If anything, I do challenge the intelligence of folks in Sajha and have a positive and constructive ciriticisms. If they feel uncomfortable with it, please delete my reply in your post where I spent my precious time because I feel you are worthy of some comments and my time. (If you delete any of my comments, I promise I will never ever open any threads by you anymore). My intentions are not there to hurt their intelligence or their egos for that matter. I speak the truth. I lay my points and facts. Everyone knows that ! Looks what says my brother Jet Favre of Nas: "I equally admire him for his creativity, profound knowledge and versatility pertaining to the threads he initiates. If you go through the content of his other threads other than the one that are porn-related, he writes and validates his arguments in such a style, it takes light years for you guys to imitate it." If I am gulity of being a person who is "creative", "versatile" and have a "profound knowledge" and that my larger than life (just adding fuel to the fire) Sajha persona makes them feel uncomfortable in Sajha to post their views and ideas, let me be guilty. I will gladly accept the charge. You don't want to live in a society filled with people where you can't even take some positive criticisims. Everyone loves praises. I love positive criticisms for they can't kill me and that which don't kill me only makes me stronger. I take criticisms as a strike of chisel on my mind that will just carve a beautiful statue out of me like it does to a stone. But the essence is you have to take it positively, if you take it negatively, it will create an ugly being. From one brother to another brothers in Sajha, if you can't take criticisms in your life, please don't devoid your kids of criticisms in their lives for then you will only be producing children who are dumbed down, obidient and subservient beings. You won't give birth to a Rebel. Your kid will be an average kid just like 99.9% of Sajhaites. My beloved Brother Admin also said that he has been "extra lenient" on me ! Hey I acccept it wholeheartedly. I love you for that, for letting me be who I am, all in his essence and a person who is never afraid of being true to himself. You have encouraged me to be myself and I personally think that Nas has truley evolved as "Sajha ko ek matra badshah" as my dear Maaila Baa bro said it. See people lable me of being a "Narcissist". Hey don't blame me, blame Maaila Baa, Rajesh Dai and Jet Fabre brothers. And finally you asked me "So as your George bush would say, you are either with me or against me" I say to you my beloved brother.. I am not with war criminal George Bush and I am not with you. I am with the Truth. With Love Nas Nas is Rebel by Thoughts. Nas is a Poet by Emotions. Nas is a Radical by Libertarianism. Nas is a Nasty by Writings. Nas is a Player by Nature. Nas is a Cynic by Attitude. PS: I might be banned for this post but hey like I said it will the orgasmic climax of my Sajha Virtual Life. Like Socrates, I will happily drink poision offered to me by Admin dear brother and rest of my 99.9% Sajhaites. So Long.