Lau lau.. badhai cha. Dont get lost again... Got any of your friends still lost? let me hai.. I am also comming to oklahoma city next month ;-) .. See ya.
i wish i could write stuff about ANA. i was too busy with better stuffs like summer classes! anyways! my subject is totally irrelevant with the subject you tried portraying on. my bad.. i wont get to welcome you here.. me myself is leaving from OK next month.
well! different people have different opinions.. and its totally understandable if it comes in a pattern other than it has been portrayed. i wrote this after i started having the faith in god! basically this is totally for him. he made me realize that the life i lived would not bring happiness.. as to what i though it would. i was lost with my friends .. who suddenly vanished wen things went wrong .. this is why i say.. i was lost.. so lost! but the entrance of god made me realize .. i was "found".
Hey Plum, care to share how you found "God" or at least what kind of realization are talking about? I have been looking for "God" or a higher love myself. Youu don't have to delve into details though.
I guess there are times in your life when you are just down in the dumps for no particular reason. And I happen to be there sometimes too. That's why people made "weekends" I guess. lol...
hahaha... reminded me of this song. different tone/meaning/stage-in-love though. :D
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LOST! (by Coldplay from their new album Viva la Vida. If you're a slow-rock/chris martin/coldplay fan, you gotta check this out)
Just because I'm losing Doesn't mean I'm lost Doesn't mean I'll stop Doesn't mean I will cross
Just because I'm hurting Doesn't mean I'm hurt Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve No better and no worse
I just got lost Every river that I've tried to cross And every door I ever tried was locked Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...
You might be a big fish In a little pond Doesn't mean you've won 'Cause along may come A bigger one And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross Every gun you ever held went off Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing starts Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off�
i guess its only human to be selfish. and it was me this time. i believed that life is all about happiness.. (infact! it is true ).. but the true essence of happiness i tried to gain was superficial.. i trusted and belonged with people with superficial character. i realized i was so contended because i had everything i needed, and my friends were happy from the fact that i had everything too. i was lost in such ambiance.
but joy doesnt favor us always, does it?
these people let me low..!
wen joy disappeared.. friends disappeared too.
i realized one thing that time.. -even though the mind and heart is empty.. the thought of god always lingers, -involuntarily.! god was with me all along.. but i failed to recognize him. n now that i have his belief.. it will never leave me. im glad.. i realized it! this happiness is better.