I'm Back where I belong
My Friends I long to see
I missed you all so much
It was pure misery
I'm sorry all my pals
In poetry club Coffee
Yes what I did was wrong
but now that I am free
from all my troubles then
Were mixed up in my head
I took it out on someone else
and now my tears I've shed
So If you'll take me back
I promise to be true
To all the friends that I let down
Yes my friends that's you ---
(By Anonymous)
Dear friends, at first I am deeply moved with your replies
filled with so much of affection and care, truly, Im being flattered but I
really love everything being written. Moreover, dozens of mails from who's who of Sajha
were just beyond my imagination. Simply superb but I know deep down in my
heart, I donot deserve that but Thank
you so much :-)
However, truth is one, as a human being ‘I am selfish’, I realized
I need sajha and my virtual world would
not be complete without it. Nobody could understand (in virtual world) me
better than Sajha friends. As someone has said ‘ I have to say I have made many
mistakes, and been humbled many, many times’. Similarly when I read Sajha
threads and find really interesting/useful/ or irritating (rarely though) stuff, I cant
stop commenting. Yes, I could have easily registered another username but as I
have promised as long as I am here, I would prefer to come in real name, i.e. Amazing. Yes baby, its not that easy to quit.
Well, as I have written, I was not going to be back and that
was kind of Promise. Things changed when I was back from netless place last
week. As traveling being my biggest passion I always love to share my travel
pictures and anecdotes. Last couple of
months, I was traveling (volunteering in one youth camp in remote part of Eastern Europe/
and hiking in one Asian country) But this time after my travel there were noone
whom I could tell my long stories and share pictures. That is the time when I badly missed
SAJHA. When I bid a ‘Good Bye’ letter I never thought like that. I wanted to
get entry in sajha (to share pics n stories) again but thought it will be a juvenile
idea. Last few days, Im just rewinding sajha threads as I was off connected for
so long.
On the top of that, I was so delighted just to know many Sajha
friends want me not to leave., that was very touching dear friends, I am back
again, I hope my all friends will accept me with open arms. Though I wont be as
frequent as before, I would surely love to talk loud and naughty (as usual :P)
'Probably, my last post in Sajha', that is what I have written in my farewell letter. At that time I was so sure of quiting it forever but I have no idea why on earth I added that strange word 'Probably'. Now the secret is, had not I added that word I might not have been courageous enough to be back. So soon.
With much love and little shame
Amazing
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चौतारीका दौतरिहरुलाई
नमस्ते गाम्लेहरु, यो नाथे झिल्के ठुलो भयो हाम्लाई बिर्स्यो, आउनै मन लागे चौतारीमै आए भयो नै, के के न भाउ खोज्दो रहेछ नभन्नु, दुई चार दिनमा त्यही गाममा आउछु अनी टन्न गफ गरौला, फेरी सबैलाई केही न केही उपहार पनि त ल्याइदिन पर्यो नि लाहुर गएको मान्छे। सबै गाम्लेहरुलाई मेरो जदौ, सबैको कती याद आउछ कती नि, दुई चार जनाको मात्र नाम लिएर मेरो करङ्को हड्डी भाच्नु छैन मलाई। चौतारी बिना त म ज्वानोको झोल बिनाको सुत्केरी जस्तै हुदो रहेछु, जती बेला पनि छट्पटाइ रहने, चौतारी नछिरिकिन यो ब्यथाले च्याप्न नछोड्ला जस्तो छ।
भुलचुक लिनेदिने
उही 'झिल्के '